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Brother, I know you love me, but, brother, I really...really can't feel it. Brother, I know, you asked me to do more questions and listen to the class so that I could have multiple choices when I was admitted to college; Brother, I know, you asked me to copy the wrong questions hundreds of times, so that Next time I ask this kind of questions, I will be impressed; brother, I know, every time you hit me, your heart will also hurt; brother, I know, every time you finish hitting me, it will be in the middle of the night.

Give me medicine; brother, I know, you don't prevent me from complimenting me, so as not to make me proud and not to make me fall too badly; brother, I know all of this. However, I really can't see these loves, nor can I feel them at the time. This is just a way for me to comfort myself. Hope my hope is just my hope. Brother~Don't open it~

哥，我知道你爱我，但是，哥哥，我真的…真的感觉不到。哥，我知道，你让我多做题，好好听课，是为了让我考大学的时候，能有多项选择;哥，我知道，你让我把错题抄上几百遍，是为了让我下次再出这类题，可以印象深刻;哥，我知道，你每打我一下，你的心也会跟着疼;哥，我知道，你每次打完我，都会在后半夜，给我上药;哥，我知道，你不防着我面夸我，是为了不让我骄傲，不让我摔的太惨;哥，这些我都知道。但是，这些爱，我真的看不到，我当时也感觉不到。这只是我安慰自己的手段罢了。希望我的希望只是我希望。哥哥~不要拆穿哦~

林宇轩：我的弟弟真聪明！想的都对。宝儿贝儿你的希望就是真的。对不起，宝儿贝儿，哥哥再也不会这样对你了，宝儿贝儿，你能不能回来啊？哥哥求你了，不要抛弃哥哥，求求你了~求求你了

Brother, do you know? I especially envy Chen Xi, because he has a very warm family. But, elder brother, I may not have the connotation, our family is not warm ~ but, elder brother, envies to envy, I thought that own family is best. I have countless times, want to escape from this home, but I have never chosen to escape. Because, this family, there is a brother. Because, as I said, home is where my brother is. If I leave, my brother will be left alone. So, every time I feel helpless, I use this sentence to persuade myself. But, brother, I mean it, I just wanted to leave the house, but I didn't really leave once. Because, this family, there is a brother.

哥，你知道吗？我特别羡慕辰溪，因为，他有一个非常温馨的家庭。但是，哥，我可没有内涵咱们家不温馨哦~但是，哥，羡慕归羡慕，我还是觉得自己家最好。我有无数次，想逃离这个家，但是，我始终没有选择逃离。因为，这个家，有哥哥。因为，我说过，有哥哥的地方就是家。如果，我走了，哥哥就只剩自己一个人了。所以，每次感到无助的时候，都用这句话，来劝自己。但是，哥哥，我说真的，我只是想离开这个家，但是，我没有一次是真正离开的。因为，这个家，有哥哥

林宇轩：对不起，对不起，始终是哥哥对不起你

林宇轩：真的对不起

Brother, actually, I'm afraid of heights, do you know? I don’t eat coriander, do you know? I can't eat bananas, do you know? I have claustrophobia, do you know? Brother, I guess, you don’t know about these~ It’s okay, it’s not too late to know now

哥，其实，我恐高，你知道吗？我不吃香菜，你知道吗？我不能吃香蕉，你知道吗？我有幽闭恐惧症，你知道吗？哥，我猜，这些，你肯定不知道吧~没事儿，现在知道了也不迟

林宇轩：你怎么什么都不跟我说啊？小傻子

Brother, you must be very curious, then why can I get on the plane? Because every time I get on the plane, I get drunk. that's it? Then you are still curious, why, I can stay in a small space for so long, because I have medicine. Every time you shut me up in a small dark room, I will give myself medicine beforehand, so that's it. Brother, look, am I particularly smart? Can you compliment me? Since the age of nine. You never praised me again~

哥，你肯定非常好奇，那我为什么能上飞机？因为，我每次上飞机前，都把自己灌醉。这样，就可以了？那你还好奇，为什么，我能在狭小的空间里呆那么久，因为，我有药。每次，你一把我关在小黑屋里，我都事先给自己吃药，这样，就可以了。哥，你看，我是不是特别聪明？你能不能夸夸我？自从九岁后。你就再也没有夸过我~

Okay, brother, I don't know why I want to tell you this. This should have been my business. If, let you see, you should be upset again~ I don't want my brother to be upset~ Brother, you must be happy~

好了，哥，我也不知道为啥要跟你说这些。这本应该是我的事儿。如果，让你看到，你又该心烦了~我可不希望我的哥哥心烦哦~哥哥，你一定要开开心心的哦~

Brother, your brother Lin Hao, love you forever and always be your fan~ Brother, my brother said one last sentence~ As long as you don’t dislike me, don’t abandon me~ I will always stick to you~ Don’t dislike me, brother Your brother is annoying~

哥，你的弟弟林浩，永远爱你，永远是你的粉丝~哥哥，弟弟最后说一句~只要你不嫌弃我，不抛弃我~我可是会一直黏在你身边的哦~哥哥可不要嫌你的弟弟烦哦~

林宇轩：傻子！你现在，只要能回来，我就很开心了。还有，我没有抛弃你哦~是你把我抛弃了，可不可以回来？哥哥以后不会在那样了，求你了。快回来吧~

林宇轩：你回来，我让你天天黏✍我，我永远都不会嫌你烦的

林宇轩：说好的一直黏在我身边呢？怎么？现在怎么不回来了？

林宇轩：你回来啊？！？！！